Still struggling

Aaron has been out of the ICU for a week now. He has still been struggling with breathing and almost went back to the ICU. He is putting on weight at a scary rate. His weight gain has made it so he can hardly walk at all. He stands for about five minutes and goes into respiratory distress. Overall,  Aaron is not better and things are not good. His sores do not heal.

I try to focus on the good times. Aaron still has laughter and some happiness. My heart hurts for him, but nothing is better in this whole world than the sound of his laughter.

I feel like my hope in medicine has left me. I can only lean on faith.

“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.”
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3:5-6‬ ‭KJV‬‬